A boy once asked me what my favorite flower was and because I am who I am of course the answer was not simple. I can recall giving him a very long and drawn out story as to which flower I enjoyed looking at the most and the reasons why and then also a bunch of other flowers that I liked because of their certain features. I am so concerned with this and my mind and the lack of ability to just answer a question simply. But why, why answer questions so absent of the mind?
People these day’s don’t think to much before answering a question or saying things. I am exactly like that to an extend or I guess i’ve become that because it’s much easier to handle people that way and it’s also hassle free to keep a wall up when you don’t give them the answers that they possibly desire without even being aware of the actual thing that under the surface they have a need to know. If that wasn’t a mouthful then I have no idea what is.
Anyways, I have come to realize I miss my old self and my extended answers to people. I find myself boring these day’s and maybe that’s something i’m going to really have to work out. I think that I am more responsive and smart then I have ever been and it’s slowly killing me to have such a rushed response to people and their simple curiosity.
I like lilies, they are simple and delicate, I like the way they curve and I think they make a perfect wedding flower for the bride with an incomplex wedding. Where she walks down the isle and they say their vows, kiss and have one hell of a party. I would catch them, at least I would try when she throws them to the next bride. They are timeless and full of beauty, I enjoy them and what they bring to occasions.
I adore lilacs because of the scent they give off in the summer, just as they are blooming. It’s beautiful and reminds me of home and my mother. They are truly bold flowers and are everywhere, which is the best part. I love them and they bring me happiness. I like the colors and how they dance in the wind. I appreciate them and how lovely they are.
The daisy though, that is my favorite flower. It is beautiful in all the right ways… He loves me, he loves me not. It is soft and silent, you can find it anywhere. I relate to the daisy because like the daisy, I am all over the place. It smells pretty and is sweet, simple and charming. I love daisies.
The point is, to answer a question is easy. Too answer the question while understanding it and going further in depth is something magnificent.
Always, the lovely t.